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Hi Emily!
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Sometimes I wish I could come up with insightful, long things to write in these blogs, but then I just realize that I'm not really that insightful at all. I'm pretty damn boring. I hang out with the same people all the time (half of whom i can't stand, by the way), and I end up having more fun at home or school than out. I remember I used to make fun of people who would rather go home than hang out with their friends, but for the past few months, I can completely relate. I don't think I'm happy at all, really, and I'm starting to think that one of my friends that I actually like was right when she said something like I could have so much more and enjoy my life so much more if something wasn't holding me back. I really don't know what it is that's holding me back, but I so wish I did. I think it's kind of a mix of everything. My parents, my shyness, and my pretending that everything will change on its own. I keep saying, "Well, when I can drive everything will be easier." But really, how will it be easier? My mom gives me a ride to anywhere I want to go now anyway, and where will I be going? I don't like my friends, and I'm too shy to get new ones, so I'm not going to really be going out very much. And then there are a lot of people who I know I could hang out with, and I'd love to because they're awesome people and I have a lot of fun with them, but I never make anything of it because I think it's gonna be awkward or something. And I think my mom's starting to think I'm depressed or something, because she reads my away messages and they're always like I want to die. And she keeps asking why I'm home when my friends are out and I say because I hate my friends. I'm really not depressed, though. It's just, I have no reason to hang out with people who just make me angry. I'd rather stay alone. And my I want to die away messages are just like when I feel really sick or really angry or something.
Be prepared for some more posts on here with abrupt endings like that.
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SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW. HERES WHAT I HAVE TOMORROW:
chemistry (double period, lab)
math
spanish
lunch
health
global
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| this is for emily so she can comment and it is really an exact copy of the xanga entry i made |
[23 Aug 2006|01:25am] |
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HELLOGOODBYES NEW CD - Oh it is love (awesome song) |
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This is probably my last entry before school starts. Less than three weeks now. Great.
Summer was really the same as every summer. I mean...you know. I kind of just sat around and did nothing all summer. Well yeah I did hang out a lot but when I'm home I've just been sitting around doing nothing.
Have I achieved anything really this summer? Well, I don't think I went into Manhattan once, unless you count yesterday as I went through it on my way to somewhere else. I slept until 5 PM on many occasions, and I went to three amusement parks.
First I went to Hersheypark toward the end of July. It was with my family, but it was still fun. Then I went to Splish Splash with Caitlin, Daniel, Maxx, and Val sometime near the beginning of August I think, and that was pretty fun too. But I've been to both of those multiple times before. Yesterday, I went to Coney Island for the first time. Isn't it funny that I've lived in New York City my entire life and I've never been to Coney Island? Well, it was a lot better than i expected. The Cyclone was great, and it actually had pretty good other rides, too. The beach and boardwalk were better than I expected, because I expected garbage to be lying around everywhere (I mean...it is in Brooklyn, no offense Sofa). As pathetic as it sounds, I kind of made two songs by Death Cab for Cutie come to life in the same day, Coney Island and Photobooth. I say I made Photobooth come to life because we took pictures in photobooths three times, and I had never done that before.
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[12 Nov 2005|03:53pm] |
my friends are really lame.
i'm gonna shoot them all one of these days.
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[22 May 2005|11:01am] |
i bet noones going to see this
well if you do
comment
and ill give you a hug
<3
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[23 Jan 2005|01:59am] |
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i guess i should update here SOMETIMES
well uhm...everythings fine, i guess.
yeah i'm pretty bored, as you can tell, since i updated.
so uh yeah ill leave now
byebye
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[04 Dec 2004|04:52pm] |
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Endwell Show = Awesome. That's all there is to it. I say they're better live than on their demo.
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[01 Dec 2004|12:15pm] |
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i stayed home from school today cuz i was mad sick. like last night i felt like i had to throw up and i was like freezing. like not just cold, but i was seriously shivering uncontrollably...and also my throats been really fucked up for like 2 weeks so i stayed home today. just a half day anyway. i donno when im gonna go to the museum now for my project though...
ugh so many projects these days...museum project, chinese newspaper project, science fair, and i havent started any of them, and theyre all like due december 15th. actually i don't know about science fair...but it's before christmas break.
well i guess that's all. ill go change my calendar to december and then play vice city, cause im cool like dat, foo. adios
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[21 Nov 2004|06:31pm] |
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THE SMITHS AND MORRISSEY DUH |
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I love Morrissey, I want to fuck him and get into his pants and feel his celibate insides, MM I HAVE TO GO JERK OFF NOW
PLEASE&THANK YOU!
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[21 Nov 2004|06:20pm] |
i like men & I love Caitlin more than Emily
8-)
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[19 Nov 2004|05:55pm] |
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yeah im gonna use this more often now. don't ask why, just a thing i guess.
well thats it. tomorrow im seeing the spongebob squarepants movie with allie. that should be fun.
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| bay terraceee |
[09 Sep 2004|04:51pm] |
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on tuesday i went to bay terrace. wednesday was orientation. thursday
was school. you can read about the other stuff on my xanga,
www.xanga.com/bobula, but here is where youll see a bunch of pictures
of us at bay terrace. me, allie, caitlin, laura, val, daniel, and maxx
went.
( it was a very..interesting day... )
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[07 Sep 2004|12:27pm] |
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hey people. i am going to bay terrace today. with allie and caitlin and
daniel. thats A B C D
WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so friggin tired. i woke up at NINE O CLOCK IN THE MORNING TODAY.
and tomorrow we have....::laura sings orientation::.
im talking to joycie on aim. wow, i cant believe im excited to talk to
these people, but then in a week ill want to get the hell away from
them :-D. hrmmm well tomorrow i get my class and schedule and stuff, so
ill post it up here then.
p.s. if you make an anonymous post, SAY WHO YOU ARE!!!!!!!!!!
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[06 Sep 2004|12:48am] |
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yes...here is a new livejournal for me. this one i actually plan to use. thanks caitlin for making me the sexy layout. uhhh. everyone comment here. you dont need to have a livejournal to comment, but xanga sucks so i think you all should get livejournals.
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